I wrote the following post towards the end of my first marriage. Part of me doesn’t even recognize let alone remember that version of me and the amount of pain I was living in. But when we are in pain, and when things don’t seem to be getting better for a long time, and if we don’t have healthy ways to cope and vent, things can get bottled up and shards is what comes out. May this encourage those of you who are in deep pain or carrying a heavy burden right now. -Elisabeth
The only real, lasting way to have our lives transformed is to renew our minds. We do this by taking off the old and putting on the new. And we put on the new by changing our thinking as we invite the Spirit to work God’s word deep into our minds, hearts and lives. –from Andy Stanley-
What I tell myself = LIE = My anger is justified. I can yell if I want to. It’s not good to keep it all bottled in. It’s not good to allow someone to walk all over you.
What I should tell myself = IT IS WRITTEN… = You should be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to become angry, because your anger does not bring about the righteous life God desires. –James 1:19
What I tell myself = LIE = My needs aren’t being met, so it’s okay to shop, watch TV, eat whatever I want, et cetera.
What I should tell myself = IT IS WRITTEN… = Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour. –I Peter 5:8
What I tell myself = LIE = Anyone would obsess if they had the problems I had. It’s not that big of a deal. It doesn’t affect me adversely.
What I should tell myself = IT IS WRITTEN… = Take every thought captive to the obedience of Christ. –II Corinthians 10:5b
What I tell myself = LIE = I’m too burdened to serve right now or to be of service to anyone.
What I should tell myself = IT IS WRITTEN… = Do not grow weary in well-doing, for in due season we shall reap, if we don’t faint. -Galatians 6:9
What I tell myself = LIE = I can’t forgive. I won’t forgive. Anyone who tells me I should doesn’t understand how much I’ve been hurt.
What I should tell myself = IT IS WRITTEN… = For if you forgive men when they sin against you, your Heavenly Father will also forgive you. –Matthew 6:14
What I tell myself = LIE = Woe is me. I have so many problems. My problems are bigger than your problems. Everyone should feel sorry for me. It’s okay that I walk around all sad and mopey. It’s okay if I don’t expect a lot out of myself; I’m in crisis for heaven’s sake.
What I should tell myself = IT IS WRITTEN… = The LORD has done great things for me and I am filled with joy. –Psalm 126:3
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I am living this right now so thank you. I needed to hear this but since I haven’t really opened up to anyone about this situation, you are IT. I am on a road I don’t know where it’s going, but when I found your blog, I went back to read all the old ones. Many make me cry because they stab so close to home Some make me laugh out loud because they are just my kind of funny! Thank you again for sharing so honestly